Have you experienced the loss of a child?
Before we had our two beautiful boys, my wife (Kara) and I lost two children to ectopic pregnancies. During the second ectopic pregnancy, my wife almost died.
Although we lost our first two children over eight years ago, there is still an unhealed part in my heart – and I will always miss them.
We believe they are two girls – Sheila and Sky.
Why do I use the present tense? Just because we lose someone doesn’t negate their existence. They are still here with us – part of our family and alive in our hearts. And when I allow myself to do so, I can feel their presence watching over all of us.
This is not an easy topic for me to think about for an extended period of time, but I think it’s important to raise awareness that MANY couples have experienced this type of loss. Just about every one of my friends has experienced miscarriages. One even lost his child after she was born.
This loss is not something we heal from, but something we live with. What confuses me is why we’re not encouraged to talk about it. It’s as if somehow it’s taboo or wrong to bring it up.
You know what? It’s not wrong. It’s part of our lives, and it hurts.
I met a lady the other day that recently lost her daughter, who had lived long enough to become an adult. I can’t even imagine the unbearable pain she and her husband are going through. To watch one’s child grow up, only to pass away so young – leaving a void that can never be filled. Although we had just met, once I gave her “permission” to talk about it, the words and the tears poured out.
She needed to talk about it. Sometimes we all do.
Feel free to share your own stories, and tell me about your children – both the ones that made it into this world, and the one’s who didn’t.
And remember, you are not alone …
One Reply to “Living with the Loss of a Child”
Reading this does encourage me to open up about my loss more,